My own imperfections ignited most of my fights with G. The following was sent to me as a response to what I wrote in a letter I sent him. I edited some parts of his letter.
I cannot now recall my reaction when I got this letter.
I know and understand one thing: I love you very much and I don't intend to change or destroy that. I have devoted so many years to being true to this feeling without deviating one bit from this direction. It wasn't hard to accomplish because I only had to be true to my belief in my feelings for you.
I have exerted effort in spending more time with you even just to help you in the kitchen by coming home early. I am the GM of a Php30,000,000 company where I need to meet clients, see store managers, negotiate with publishers, work with artists on midi files, see through the problems in the sales and delivery operations, negotiate with our principals, and manage the office.Regardless of what comes up, I have to make it a point to leave by 5:30 P.M. each day. Your reaction to this maybe, "e di magbabad ka pa doon" in a sarcastic retort to dismiss this entire scenario. You may also feel after this statement na "pinapamukha ko sayo ang sacrifice ko". Far from it. All I am saying is that I have a lot riding on this function that I could be misinterpreted by the owners as nonchalant about my duties. Yet I operate on a shoestring budget.