Hypertension Mantra

This was the message I got from G last May 14: Dearest Mahal, Happy Mother's Day! I know I am in no position to make it any happier than it is, because there is no means by which we could celebrate it. I do not even have a card for you since the orientation of my mind is to pay off the card- - so we can continue to use it. I am not writing this only because of the aspect of motherhood, but I have intended to also express the good and very happy life that we have built, despite the financial difficulties we have gone through, and continue to experience; time and again. As a mother, you have proven your worth beyond the children's expectations. While there maybe inadequacies you believe you have failed to fulfill, these have become non-issues as they grew up because of the unfolding of events that reflect the deep seated causes for the failure itself. Where it matters in their lives today, you have provided the genuine support and sincere understanding of their shortcomings as ch

My own imperfections ignited most of my fights with G. The following was sent to me as a response to what I wrote in a letter I sent him. I edited some parts of his letter. I cannot now recall my reaction when I got this letter. I know and understand one thing: I love you very much and I don't intend to change or destroy that. I have devoted so many years to being true to this feeling without deviating one bit from this direction. It wasn't hard to accomplish because I only had to be true to my belief in my feelings for you. I have exerted effort in spending more time with you even just to help you in the kitchen by coming home early. I am the GM of a Php30,000,000 company where I need to meet clients, see store managers, negotiate with publishers, work with artists on midi files, see through the problems in the sales and delivery operations, negotiate with our principals, and manage the office.Regardless of what comes up, I have to make it a point to leave by 5:30 P.M. eac

Maybe due to : 1. drop in estrogen 2. excess in tostestorone 3. elevated stress hormones 4. decreased collagen production 5. reduced reproductive hormones 6. essential fatty acids defeciences 7. other nutritional defeciences 8. thyroid problems Now I know. Time to do something about it. Cheers!

The optimist sees the rose and not its thorns; the pessimist stares at the thorns, oblivious of the rose. Kahlil Gibran Lebanese artist & poet in US (1883 - 1931)

Dearest Mahal, There are so many things I am happy for because of you. It is not only the way you care for me and my needs, but through the million and one things you do that are wrapped in sincerity and generosity. The way you look after my food, my health, my clothes, my career; sacrificing your own. Also the transformation you went through to become a great cook, marketer, homemaker, with a surprising menu every so often and a "mean" salad inventor. But most important of all, you taught me to apply better reasons, great values, honest efforts and sincere relationships; and to move forward in an uncertain future full of confidence in the knowledge that you will be with me and will always be there with your love. You have made a better person of me, more than I ever thought I could be. I love you. Merry Christmas. "G"

I don't suppose I've ever really told you how much I'll always need your helping hand Or how much I'll depend on you for patience and look to you to truly understand... was meant to be I don't suppose I've ever really told you that I've always felt our love was meant to be, But from the joy I feel when we're together, I know that you're the only one for me. Dearest Mahal, I always feel you. Sometimes it overwhelms me that your love can have so many facets in the way that is expressed totally and unselfishly. It can go from the love of a mother, to that of a friend, a sister, and most of all, a devoted wife. Now I am making it explicit, what the words on the card says seems to have come right out of my feelings. From the beginning, before all the stupidities I've done, I have already felt these, and continue to do so to this day, and for as long as live. There is no other happiness so fulfilling for me than the knowledge that I would be with you,

On February 14, 2005 I got this card. A Valentine's Message For MY WIFE with love I never knew till I found you how happy life could be I never knew that anyone could mean so much to me but ever since you came my way true happiness is mine. That's why a world of special love comes with the Valentine. Happy Valentines Day I love you always. "G" And in his handwritten personal message, he spoke these words: Dearest Mahal, You have always asked me If I was, or am, happy; and I have always been pleased with the question with the question; and only up to this question. The follow-up questions are not necessary. I am pleased because it is reflective of the intentions you have continuously expressed throughout the 25 years we have been with each other. I am happy. In fact, I never thought that life could be so fruitful and rewarding when shared with the one person that was meant for you. The point is, I loved you and continue to love you not only to make me happy, but more i